if i'm just bad news

update

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 19:53:07 GMT

i am in love.

please excuse the miss spelling...

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 06:32:51 GMT

omg my fucking got i love move friends sooo much you dont even know! mary i wish i didnt spend as much time at the bar like i did i wanted to dance w/you and my little fugative(anna) all nigh long. and tatiana i love that she was dancing w/raymond! and o who else well no one realy but i ho0pe no one is mad at me...that would suck. i made alot of new friends mainely because i was drunk butyea...i LOVE you all...even you!

any suggestions

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 18:40:24 GMT

i want to leave this state for a long time. i have no clue of who i am. nothing is leading me and i dont know the way to go. i feel like everything in this town is holding me back because all i want to do now is just sit at home and get sauced.

i want to go to North Carolina.

this is me at the moment

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 20:56:31 GMT

its monday. my favorite day!!!CHICK-FIL-A ALL YOU CAN EAT NUGGETS BOWLING DANCING DRINKING DRUGS FRIENDS

love life---->shitty...extremely shitty.

friends------> i love them. they make my day just peachy. i miss mary but my old friend tatiana is in town and this makes me happy to hang out w/ old friend you haven't seen in a long time. i notice how much i have changed. i love anna. shes what i've need in a long time. i was getting tired of being the only one who wants to go out everynight. madison is on my last nerve but i think this is because of working with her. i just have to adjust but i love her all the more.OOOO and brian how i love him. im smoking more so i love him more hahaha. welp. my life. mark is on my shitlist as of last night...

school/life in long run->?????? i have to register for classes in july. i know im not. so i guess i dont know. oooo my life.

mary do this! its sooo fun!

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 19:23:05 GMT

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Tue, 16 May 2006 17:57:06 GMT

i hate this bi-polar weather. but i do love the cold air.

Tue, 16 May 2006 15:46:37 GMT

if only i had a boyfriend to bring me food and cuddle w/ me while we watch TV. if only.

IM SO HUNGRY!

Sun, 14 May 2006 15:48:37 GMT

its kinda nice having family from another country because they just dont care about set holidays. ie-christmas,thanksgiving,mothers day,ect. you just respect your mother. thats all. but i still got her a present.

but! i am thoroughly disappointed in st. augustine right now. no one will pick up their phone and go to the beach w/ me. there loss ill just get drunk in my front yard and get tan...alone.

Sat, 13 May 2006 09:44:02 GMT

mary compton. if there was any one that i loved it would be you. you have no idea how much you mean to me. and i love you for the way you make me feel about myself. dont you worry about any kind of drama because you are above all of the bullshit because you are the only REAL person in my life and the only one deserving of my love...along w/ micheal. he loves you. and i do to. so does brian and anna. they are eating in my garage. hint hint. we have orange paint all over our hands. even through all the shit and tears. and even though my eyes are swollen and hurt like a motha your the only thing that can make me smile. i wish i had my camera... ok well then. i love you.

Fri, 12 May 2006 12:42:51 GMT

im such a coward. i skipped out on my pre-cal exam. i dont need the credit and i can still graduate even though its an F but o well. but im scared it might bring it down to were i lose my bright future scholarship. but i might loose it anyway because unless i score a 1100 on my SAT. then i cant get it. well if anything i will work my way through college and hope for the best. maybe a student loan. well. i still feel like a coward because mrs. whiles scares the shit out of me. now lets see if i loose my job today!!!

Wed, 10 May 2006 02:07:14 GMT

i am officially PMSing. i hate this soo much. its crazy the way hormones fuck with you. i just want to eat a newborn in front of its mother. well i will just eat a pack of oreos and then throw it up later. that will make me feel good...NOT. but ill do it anyway. i hate my self right now. boys be lucky for your dick.

Tue, 02 May 2006 01:41:35 GMT

today was wonderful. i truely enjoyed every ones company. i could care less if chamber only got a excellent rating. thats still awesome. i cant wait to see mary pictures.

im jealous of mary and Micheal's love. im in a very envious mood this week.
plus side::i got some new clothes today. they are hot!

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 18:22:13 GMT

im sick with jealousy.

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 12:07:52 GMT

i did half of my homework and didnt wash my hair. but this is a good start. to bad its so late in the week.i work tomorrow FINLAY and i will have plenty of money to get sauced.

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 03:08:02 GMT

i had alot of fun at before,during,and after prom! besides all of the enviable drama everything went very smoothly and they didnt even fucking breathalyze us. those pigs. well yep. prom was good and i think i just might graduate!YAY!

this makes me laugh b/c im board and im waiting for some one to call me about drugs

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 03:22:16 GMT

You scored as Stoner. Hahah! You stupid druggie!

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Stoner

80%

Goth

53%

Hot

47%

Emo Kid

47%

"Ghetto"

40%

Jock

33%

Geek/Nerd

33%

Punk

33%

Prep

20%

Loner

13%

What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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seemed fun

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 02:24:39 GMT

You Are 78% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

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brians bulletin

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 19:27:34 GMT

Okay, so talk about a great night. Brian, Felicia and Jordan....how much better could it have been?...Okay so we go out to morgans and get shitty....of course...and we are on our way back. We get going down 208 and we're just jammin going about 100...well Jordan(the asshole), decides he wants to stick his head out of the window....well not only that but he decides to jump out of the window...WHILE WE AE GOING 90 MPH!....so im flipping the fuck out thining he is on the side of the road dead...felicia is still going 90 down the road constantly checking her rear view mirror for him rolling behind us.....so after about 30 seconds...we finally slow down to a stop....wheres jordan?....hes fucking dead!....well no not really but he is on the fucking roof of the car......while we were freaking the fuck out this dumb bitch was surfing on the roof of the car....i wanted to kill him......so yeah...that was my biggest memory of last night....FUCK ME!

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 03:29:38 GMT

jim and kristy suck balls and i spelt her name wrong and dont give a fuck.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 14:13:59 GMT

my family is hell. i have no fucking clue what i want to do after high school. im failing english and she ask me what kind of GPA im holding a 4.what?! i dont even know if im ganna graduate. but damn. my cousin vishi didnt even have to pay to go to college. smart bitch.and they keep comparing me to her. fuck that shit. i hope i get realy drunk and high so i truely enjoy the turkey. haha i love that part of my family. jim comes back tonight.im excited.

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 17:56:28 GMT

wow im pissed i had the longest entry typed but it was shot to hell when this damn computer deleted it. i hate macs... i have nothing to say but damn my weekend was horrible and im over highschool. i want to travel and learn. writing makes me think of all my wants. i want to be full. i want to have money that i need. i want to be held and know that he will still want to talk to me in the morning. im over jason. finaly or at least i think i am. its amazing how amazing he is. i thought of him last night and he always finds a way back into my dreams. so maybe im not over him. i just need something to distract me. i thought i had a good distraction but i found out on saturday that he wants nothing to do w/ me. so im back to loneliness and drinking. i dont have jason anymore so that means no more blow...bummer. welp i needed to focus on school so this is my chance.

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 18:13:36 GMT

so i found out that my dad can free style like a nigger. that was a blast last night. and then my mom caught me and jason in my bed together so she freaked out and kicked everyone out. but tonight im ganna get so drunk i forget my address so that will be ALOT of fun. but now i am off to work.

im a cat killer.

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 16:15:28 GMT

WELL. THIS IS IT. 09/27/05. I HAVE THE WORST LUCK. I THINK I GAVE MYSELF BAD LUCK LAST NIGHT. IM A SICK FUCK AND I TOOK SOME BAD PICTURES. PICTURES OF KITTEN-DEATH. I THINK IT WAS THE FACT THAT I WAS KILLING INNOCENCE. I TOOK THE PICTURES. GUN TO THERE HEAD. I THINK SOME VOODOO CAME UPON ME. WE LEFT AND WHEN I DROPPED COLLIN OFF HIS CAT WAS DEAD. THEN ON MY WAY HOME A BLACK CAT CROSSED MY PATH AND THEN I ALMOST HIT A ARMADILLO AND THEN I SAW ANOTHER BLACK CAT. WHEN I FINALY GOT HOME THE HOUSE REEKED OF SOMETHING PUTRID. TURNS OUT A CAT JUMPED INTO MY WINDOW AND SPRAYED MY ROOM. IF YOU Don’t KNOW WHAT THAT IS , IT IS THE MALE CATS WAY OF MARKING HIS TERRITORY. IT SMELLS LIKE HELL. SO MY ROOM IS FUCKED I HAD TO SLEEP ON THE COUCH. AND I HAVE TO PAY FOR SOMEONE TO CLEAN MY WALLS OF THE THICK YELLLOW SPLODGE.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 01:58:36 GMT

last night was realy fun. untill the cops came but it was still fun while it lasted. i was hoping to see some people i havent seen in a while but o well. i wish i knew how to post mass amounts of pictures on this thing....because if i knew i would post them. im stoked that my mom doesnt check her messages so she hasnt gotten the one from the popos. she comes home tommoro...bummer. at least i made 230$ this weekend. and had a kick ass party.

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 02:14:42 GMT

ive never been so lonely in all of my remembrance. all i want is someone to have sex w/ and touch their face. thats all...

its never ganna be that way.